Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same.
Ronald Reagan

Saturday, May 10, 2014

June 1948

The morning sun was still a lazy pink haze in the eastern sky when she pushed away from the dock and rowed a short way into deeper water.  Several vigorous pulls started the Mercury outboard, and the lady disappeared into the morning mist; motoring out of the shallow bay, out to the waters of Lake Ontario for a day of fishing. 
The night rain had cooled the air that was now lifting the mist off the still waters of the bay.  The lady surveyed the array of wooden boats that lingered in the shallow water of their slips.  After paying the marina the day rental, she wisely chose the boat with the least leakage, for they all leaked.  She wore a light quilted jacket against the morning chill, and dungaree pants with flannel inside; the cuffs were rolled up exposing the colorful lining.  A kerchief wrapped her head and was tied tightly under her chin, framing her tanned countenance. 

She made her way down the rickety dock, carrying an outboard motor in one hand.  The other hand grasped a basket that held an infant generously wrapped in blankets.  She placed the baby in the bow of the boat, hoisted the motor into the boat and bolted it to the stern.  She returned to her car to gather fishing poles, bait, a thermos of coffee, and the reserve gas can.

This was her domain.  She was at home on the vast inland sea.  She loved the water and she loved to fish.   The vagaries of wind and waves did not frighten her. And she would travel in small boats on that great lake to places few lone men and no women would venture, while in her solitude, save the little child in the basket, rocking in the bow of the boat. 

The men at the marina would shake their heads and wonder at the lone woman and her infant in the basket so far out to sea, all alone.  At the end of the day she would return to the marina with a stringer full of fish, while many of the men would return empty handed.  Then over their beer they would talk about the lady with the baby who ventured out to the big lake alone and returned always with fish. 

But there would be no acrimony in their talk, no derisive tones would their inflection reveal.  They admired and respected the lady.   For she possessed a pleasant nature, without haughtiness or brazen pride, with a quietude and kindliness that made her courageous watery treks even more admirable to the men who knew the lake. They knew its propensity for rage and its uncompromising impetuosity.
But the lady was adept at handling a small craft.  She could row a straight and true course, meet large waves at just the right angle, and bring a boat to dock in a smooth and graceful manner.  And she could sense the eminent changes in the weather as her eyes darted about the skies and her face lifted to feel the wind. 

But it was not her ability to catch fish, nor her handling of watercraft, or her knowledge of the weather that the men admired.  It was her freedom; they admired the grace and dignity with which she pursued the things she loved.
She was a truly liberated woman.  A liberation that grew out of love, the love of fishing and water.  She harbored a sense of freedom that grew from inside her and all around her.   Like all heroes, she was able to overcome a force greater than herself.  And like all heroes, she was driven by love; love of life, a life she had chosen.  Her freedom was not wrangled forcibly from the clutches of oppressors with masculine posturing, but was gently gathered up through feminine determination and perseverance.

I learned all I needed to learn about life from this lady, my hero.  I learned to appreciate the beauty of nature; to embrace the challenges that lie within and without; and to always follow my dreams.  But mostly she taught me a lot about women, and a lot about freedom.  You see, I was that little baby, in the basket, in the bow of the boat.


Friday, March 28, 2014


Waldo sat in his recliner, watching television, drinking a bottle of beer, and having a cigarette.  This was his norm, his motif, and he was content.  Suddenly Waldo felt a little nausea, he wondered if it was the food at the Burger Palace, maybe those extra French fries he had, they were pretty greasy.  He reached for his beer but a sharp pain flashed down his left arm.   The pain persisted as he became short of breath and his chest began to feel like a heavy weight was pressing against it.  Oh my God, Waldo thought, I am having a heart attack.  He reached for his cell phone and dialed 911, in gasps he pleaded for help.

At the hospital Waldo poured over required forms while sweating profusely, hunched over with chest pain, his left arm paralyzed.  Then he sat there waiting, he could barely breath.  He thought, this is it, this is the end of me, I am going to die, right here, right now.  A resident came and performed a quick screening of Waldo’s condition and gathered a personal history.   The resident left and Waldo waited.  In time, a lady with the forms returned.

“I’m sorry sir, she said, “we will not be able to treat you.  Your insurance will not cover this condition.”

“No…please…I have coverage,” Waldo gasped, “Please, I need help.”

“Yes sir, you have insurance, but under the new Democare law, your insurance company is not required to pay for self-imposed pathologies.”

“What…what, I don’t understand…there must be a mistake.”  Waldo’s speech was halting, he was lying on his side clutching his chest, the gurney was wet with perspiration.

“I am sorry sir, but according to our evaluation, your personal history, and general observation, your condition is clearly self inflicted, the hospital will not be reimbursed for any treatment we might provide,” She sniffed.

“But no…I didn’t do this…I was just sitting there…please, please help me.”  Waldo was terrified.

“Well sir, that is most likely the problem, you were ‘just sitting there.’  You are morbidly obese, you consume alcohol on a daily basis, and you smoke a pack of cigarettes a day.  These factors indicate that you have actually  brought this upon yourself.  And under the new Democare law, conditions such as obesity, alcoholism, and  smoking-related disorders are not covered.”

“Please…please, I will pay later, by the month…little by little...please help me…”  Waldo’s voice was getting weak.

“Well, actually sir our computer did a quick credit check, I’m afraid we can not justify installment payments at this time.  Now if you don’t mind we really need this gurney, there is an accident victim coming in.”

Waldo barely made it to his feet and holding on to the wall for support, limped down the hall and out to the parking lot.  He let go of his left arm just long enough to light a cigarette.   Waldo sat down on a curb and lifted his head toward the stars.  He thought that soon he would be among them.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Old Tom

Back in the early 1970s I worked with a guy named Tom.  We worked in the carpenter's union and would ride together into the city each day.  Tom was a quiet, good natured guy in his 50s, of Italian decent and a Catholic.  He was a World War II veteran who was wounded and captured at the Battle of the Bulge.  A sober and true personality; he was of that "aw-shucks" generation who would not hesitate to defend his country, or open a door for a lady.  Tom was an all around decent guy, not given to sarcasm or enmity, nor cheap flattery or deception; the kind of guy you could depend on.
 One day while driving to work I mentioned a movie I had watched the night before; "Agnes of God."  It is a true story of a Catholic nun who gave birth and then murdered and buried the child.  Apparently she had sex with a gardener or workman.  After much sparing and bantering between police and church authorities, the nun was transferred to another diocese.  I mentioned to Tom how upset I was at the nun getting away with murder.
Tom didn't comment immediately.  He stared out the window and after a while began to speak.  He told me that he was in the combat corps during the war, in France.   The combat corps duties involve construction projects.  This particular project was a road and approach to a bridge to be built across a small river.  The excavation for the road took the crew behind an old convent.  As they were working, they suddenly unearthed a small skeleton, the remains of an infant.  As they continued to work they found more little skeletons, soon there were dozens.  The commanding officer ordered the work suspended and the French authorities were notified.  Crews were brought in to dig the bodies up and transfer them elsewhere.  That is all he said.  Tom was still staring out the window, neither of us said another word the rest of the ride in to work. 

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Deep Blue Dreams

 Deep Blue Dreams
 Every summer on every available evening Ellie sat at the end of the pier at Oswego Harbor and watched the sailboats come and go.  Her eyes followed the tall white sails as they filled with wind, and pitched to the rhythm of the waves.  She thought that there was nothing quite as graceful or as beautiful as a sailboat.  Every summer she swore that she would someday learn to sail.   But twenty summers would come and go before Ellie would fulfill her dream. 

We had been dating only a few weeks when I told Ellie that I had purchased a sailboat.  Her eyes lit up and her jaw dropped and she flushed with excitement.  “You’re kidding, I love sailing!”   She gushed.

I was heretofore unaware of Ellie’s long flirtation with sailing, but as happenstance would have it, my status was immediately elevated to rock star.  I had purchased the sloop from an old salt down on Seneca Lake and I had to sail it up to Oswego before winter.  I asked Ellie to come with me on the three-day cruise.  She, of course, was thrilled.

As we drove up to the dock Ellie emitted a squeal of excitement, burst from the truck, and ran toward the wharf.  I went to the back of the truck and started loading my body with gear; sea-bags of clothes, cooler, rain gear, and possibles.   I could hear the ringing of Ellie’s ecstasy, “I love it,” she cried, “What a beautiful boat!”

As I approached the dock, laden with gear draped over my back and shoulders, and hanging from my arms, I could see Ellie running up and down the decks; fore to aft; port to starboard, twirling around the mast. I understood why she loved this boat so much; it was a new forty-foot Tayana luxury yacht, beautifully appointed with sparkling teak and loaded with virtually every available option.  It was truly a magnificent yacht.  Only it wasn’t mine. 

My boat was in the next slip.  Looking all of her thirty-two years, the old sloop proudly displayed a medley of chalky paint, duct tape, and several annual rings of caulking around the ports.   The aging actress showed various shades of white touch-up paint on her more delicate parts.

Ellie was at the helm of the elegant Tayana wildly jerking the wheel side to side like a 5 year-old left in the family car.   I was trying to gain her attention to break the news when the owner emerged from the cabin brandishing a handgun and threatening to ventilate poor Ellie.  She stopped turning the steering wheel and thrust her arms straight into the air, “Larry, we’re being robbed!” she yelled.

“No!  Wrong boat,” My voiced squeaked, barely audible.  Starting toward the yacht, I dropped the gear on the dock.  Two beer cans rolled in the direction of the water, I stopped, and thought about it, but my passion to save Ellie prevailed.  “Wait, don’t shoot; wrong boat, ” I waved my arms to the yachtsman.  Ellie then looked at me; looked at my boat; and looked back at the owner.  A bewildered look came over her face.   I had seen that look before,  on my mother’s face the day my dog bit grandma. 

In her attempt the escape, Ellie’s ankle got tangled in a halyard line.  The owner grabbed her other ankle, threatening to call the police.  Now Ellie was suspended half on the yacht, half on the dock.  I grabbed Ellie’s arms, trying to extricate her from the tangles of the halyard, and the clutches of the angry yachtsman.  Ellie was screaming.  The owner tightened his grasp, still clutching the gun.  He was growling.  I was pleading.

Ellie was suspended like Superman from all four extremities, her body straddling the boat and the dock.  The yachtsman growled.  Ellie screamed.  I pleaded.

Just then the owner’s wife stuck her head out of the cabin, “ Oh, you’ve invited some friends to dinner dear, how nice.” 

We all stopped, turned and looked at her, a woman of a certain age with heavy mascara and ruby red lipstick, she reminded me of my boat.  Ellie hit the dock with a thud.  The distraction gave me the opportunity to untangle her leg and drag her to safety.   

The grumbling yachtsman and his wife retreated to their cabin.  Ellie sat on the dock sobbing.  I dove for a teetering beer can in time to save it from the dockside depths.  All was well for the moment.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”  Ellie sobbed.

“I was just getting around to it when…”

“I could have been killed,” Ellie proclaimed, her voice handing down my indictment.

My tone waxed repentant, “Well, they say sailing can be dangerous,” I confessed.

She shot a stinging glance at me then turned her attention to the little sloop, contentedly bobbing in its slip.  “So this is your boat?”  She asked, not without a hint of disappointment.

“Well, I have to admit she is a lady with a past, but I plan to fix her up like new.”  Hidden in my sea bag were duct tape, touch-up paint, and caulk. 

“Where are the sails?”  Ellie inquired.  The sobbing had abated and she was slowly edging her way toward the boat.  “Why is the mast laying down like that?”

“Well, I sent the sails out to be cleaned.”  I said.

“You mean I waited all my life to sail, and now they’re at the cleaner’s?  Like a suit?”

“Well, I really hadn’t thought of it in quite that way…” I stammered.

“How are we supposed to sail, with no sails?”  The legitimate question sprang from her lips while she shrugged her shoulders.

I shrugged mine too; my head lowered.  “We can’t sail through the Erie Canal, we have to use the motor.”  My voice was getting smaller; my guilt was getting larger; my rock star status was diminishing.

Another summer had come and gone, and Ellie, sitting on the dock, still dreamed of sailing.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

The Hunter

  Jamie lay by the little brook listening to the small swirls of turbulence as the water rushed over and around the rocks.  After the dry summer, the previous night’s rain had the creek singing once more.    Jamie had an extraordinary gift of listening.   The sounds naturally blended to his ear like a symphony.  Sound was his medium.  With sound he could paint the wind bending the grass, blend in the color of rustling leaves, and accent the little creatures that scurry along the forest floor.

A variety of birds found their way into his masterpiece; he identified each by their unique song.  He claimed that his hearing was not so much better than others; it was just that he heard more out of the sounds, the details that normally went unnoticed by those who possessed the dominant sense of sight. 

Jamie also had an acute sense of touch. He could feel the wind on his face,  knowing the direction it was blowing from and whether it held the promise of rain.   And he possessed an uncanny gift for identifying things with his hands.  But most of all he loved the feel of the sun on his face. 

Lying on his back with his hands behind his head he allowed the full brightness of the mid-day sun to bathe his youthful countenance.  Staring up at the sky, on a bright sunny day, Jamie could just barely detect a hint of light, his only moments of respite from a world of darkness. 

Blind since birth, Jamie met the exigencies of life with resolve.  His sovereignty in everyday life skills was owed to his parents, who disallowed any pity or indulgence.  His constant companion and best friend, Pal, gave him the eyes that nature had deprived.  Pal was a Yellow Lab, and like most of his breed, was a devout anthromorph.  Endowed with human-like sensibility, he shared Jamie’s quiet times lying close beside him and laying his paw across the boy’s lap.  And like the time Jamie’s mother passed, a shy whimper might escape his throat.  He would even sit and listen, tilting his head side to side, straining to comprehend the stories Jamie’s grandfather would tell on Saturday nights.  The boy and the dog went everywhere together, roaming the fields of the farm and the backwoods along the creek.   

This place was a favorite destination, a long walk down an abandoned farm road where it crossed the little brook over an old culvert.  Here Jamie spent many quiet times musing over the sounds of the surrounding woods, the loss of his mother, or his imminent future as a blind adult.  He often confided in the loyal canine, which would sit and listen and gaze upon the boy like a Sunday worshipper.  But presently Pal was off terrorizing a rabbit that had dared to venture into the clearing while the vigilant canine was on watch. 

As the dog emerged from the brush he detected a distant sound.  Then Jamie heard it, a vehicle bouncing down the old farm road.  It was an old pickup truck, Jamie knew from the sound of rusted springs, and the rattling of body in the process of separating from it’s frame, an all too common occurrence in this farm country, which was rife with old pickups.  Pal sat, ears erect and squared the way Labs do, hyper-vigilant to the approaching noise.   It was rare to see a vehicle on this old road, but it was early in the hunting season and it might be someone after squirrel or rabbit; it was much too early for deer.  Jamie and the dog listened as the noisy vehicle came closer.

Finally the truck bounced over the culvert and slowed to a stop.  Jamie heard the creak of old hinges and the rattled closing of an elderly truck door.  Pal stiffened and a low growl emerged from deep in his throat.  

“Hello there, seen any rabbits?”  A friendly voice rang out.

Jamie had guessed the truck most likely carried one of the locals.  But he did not recognize the voice.  “Well, I can’t see anything, but I think my dog was chasing one around a while ago,” Jamie offered.

The stranger was carrying a shotgun over his shoulder.  He walked closer to Jamie.  His head thrust forward and a quizzical look came to his eyes, “Excuse me, but are you blind, kid?”

“Yes, all my life, I was born this way.”  Jamie noted a sympathetic tone in the stranger’s voice that put him more at ease.

“Well how in the world did you get way out here in these woods?” The stranger asked.

“Its my dog, Pal, he helps me, he knows every inch of these woods, he’s my eyes.”  Jamie proudly proclaimed.

“Well he is a real good lookin’ dog, I gotta say.”

“Thanks mister, you can pet him if you want,” Jamie offered.

“Oh, no thanks,” the stranger waved the offer off, “I like dogs but I was bit one time so now I’m careful about dogs.”

“Well, Pal would never hurt anyone, but I understand how you feel, that’s fine.  My name is Jamie, are you from around here?”

“No, my name is Nem, I live in the city.  I was just driving around and saw this old road and it looked like a good place to hunt.”

The two fell into a talk about hunting.  Jamie related something his father had told him about rabbit hunting; that you needed a good dog to get rabbits these days.  Pal was a good dog, but he was not the right dog, what was needed was a good beagle, a beagle will chase a rabbit and bring him right back to you.  The hunter was only a little older than Jamie, perhaps eighteen, and had not been hunting long.  He admitted that he had yet to shoot anything.  It was mid-day, the sun was high and bright, and the hunting would not be very good. So the two young men sat on the bank and talked of things, as young men will.  The dog lay down a few feet away and slept in the warm September sun.

“You must go to school don’t you?”  The hunter asked.

“Of course, I get by ok, and there is an aide that helps me with the visual stuff, and special ed classes, I like school,” Jamie said.

Nem picked a long weed and stuck it between his teeth, “I kinda miss school, there were lots of girls. Not that it did me any good,” he confessed.

“Why?” Jamie probed.

“Oh, mostly because of this scar, that’s where that dog got me, in my face, and it ain’t too pretty…” Nem’s voice trailed off.

“Man, is it really bad?  I can’t see of course.”

“Here, feel it,” The hunter took Jamie’s hand and placed it on his face.

Jamie had never seen a face, but as a very young child he would caress his mother’s.   And he was let to explore others; like his father’s, and his grandmother’s.  He knew what a human face felt like, and had formed a clear image of what it should look like.

The deep and jagged scar traveled across the hunter’s nose and down through his upper and then lower lip.  It was a deep and horrible disfigurement.  Jamie was shaken, the scar was bad, but Jamie would not say anything, he would avoid making the hunter feel any worse than he most likely already felt.  But the hunter saw his look, the same look he saw in everyone’s face that met him, or walked by him on the street.  It was something he had to live with.  People would stare, then catch themselves and look away, but their eyes would ultimately be drawn back.  It is human nature.   The children would stare, as there is an inherent honesty in childhood, if you want to know what people think, watch the children. 

“Oh I don’t blame the dog any.  You know dogs get scared and they’ll snap at you.  It’s just natural for them I guess.  You can’t blame dogs, I guess,” the hunter attempted to reconcile himself to his deformity.

“I guess we all got something we have to deal with, whether a person can’t see, or a person has scars, we all got something,” Jamie said.

“I suppose it’s the scars you can’t see that go the deepest,” Nem declared in a more distant voice.

Jamie said nothing.  But he had felt those scars also, those scars unseen that no surgery could ameliorate, the irretractable loss, the forsaken gifts of life that everyone else takes for granted, that are forever lost to a person who is different, a person with scars on his face, or a person who can not see.  He had felt it in school, and he felt in on the hunter’s face, the perpetual state of grief; and the constant and ever-present tinge of exclusion.

“Well, I better get goin' back home, I don’t feel much like huntin' anyway,” Nem rose to his feet and spat the blade of grass he had been chewing.

“It was good talking to you, I usually have no one but old Pal to talk to,” Jamie said.

“I’ll say goodbye to your dog then too.” 

Jamie was still lying in the grass when the thunderous explosion occurred.   The sound was so close, so terrifying that he reflexively uttered an indiscernible roar and grabbed his head and curled into a fetal position.  There he froze for a few seconds, his sensitive ears taking time to recover, his face buried in the grass.

Terrified, Jamie called out, “What was that?  Pal where are you?  Pal!”

He heard the truck door slam; he heard the engine start; the truck shifted into gear and drove away.  Still protectively curled in the grass, the sounds began to return; the rushing water, the leaves of the trees; his own breathing.  But one sound was conspicuously absent, a sound that you would expect after such a violent encounter, a sound that Jamie wanted and needed to hear, the sound of his dog barking.

“Pal?”  Jamie called softly. 

Suddenly, a pang of horror seized him, more visceral than cerebral.  Alternating flashes of denial and terror ran through his brain.  For a moment he was frozen, and a bitter nausea welled deep in his throat.

“Pal!”  The call became frantic.  Jamie crawled through the grass like a madman, grasping in every direction.  He found the still, wet warmth that was only moments ago his companion, his closest friend.   Jamie collapsed on the dead animal and pressed his body into it as if to give it life.  To lose his eyes twice in one life was too great a loss.

Friday, June 22, 2012

Crazy Ange

I remember the night little Annie disappeared.  It was one of those hot summer nights when everyone was outside.  Old ladies in black dresses sat on their front porches speaking in Italian about who was sick or who died or who had a baby.  The men sat on the porch steps in white T-shirts, smoking cigarettes and talking about work or baseball.  The children were everywhere, running from yard to yard, playing in the street, running up and down stairs. On those nights I often walked down Magnie Street to Fanetti’s to buy spumoni.  On the way there I would walk by Angelo’s house. 

Angelo, the kids called him Crazy Ange, was always in his front yard, which was fenced-in.  He used to lean on the fence wearing a white T-shirt and baggy pants pulled up high nearly to his chest.  He was in his early twenties but his mother still helped him dress.  She would slick his hair down with Vaseline but stubborn cowlicks would rise in defiance.  Moisture clung thickly to his lower lip that hung down to the middle of his chin.  Mean little children would run by clattering sticks along the fence and yell, “Crazy Ange!” 

Angelo would respond by shaking his hands and tonguing these strange sounds, “ali, ali, ali…” trying to speak with this big wet smile that made his lip plunge even further.  His father would storm out of the house hollering at the children in Italian.  The kids ran away down the street and disappeared between the houses.  But Angelo seemed to enjoy the attention; he ran to the other end of the yard with his wide waddle-like gallop, mimicking the children’s escape.  Sometimes Angelo would try to follow them, but his father would catch him before he went too far.

   I was sitting on the curb in front of Fanetti’s, eating my spumoni when I began hearing the calls for Annie.  At first it was Annie’s mother, Mrs. Testa.  Soon relatives and neighbors echoed the calls for Annie, some near and some farther away, up and down the street, in and around the houses and backyards.   Annie was 5 years old, she had been playing in her yard where, owing to her fragile years, she was sworn to remain.  But the general thought was that with all the children running in and out of the yards, Annie might have taken up with them; caught up in the hot excitement of the evening.

It was getting dark and the calls for Annie increased.  The streetlights came on; the children retreated to their homes.  Mrs. Testa was frantic.  Mr. Testa, always sober and deliberate, had taken off walking down the street with a deliberate step like he knew exactly where Annie was, but he didn’t, it was just his way. 

Mr. Testa walked by Angelo’s house, stopped for a moment and called out to Angelo’s father.  “Mr. Vitalone!”  Mr. Testa didn’t like Mr. Vitalone very much, he was Sicilian, and Testa was Neapolitan.  To Mr. Testa, all Sicilians were criminals; “cutthroats” is how he referred to them.  And he was convinced that Angelo’s condition was the result of some sin his father had committed.  Mr. Vitalone emerged from his front door and stood on the porch.

“I am looking for my daughter Annie,” Testa said, speaking Italian.

“ I hear people calling for her, I haven’t seen her,” Vitalone replied.

“Where is Angelo?”  Testa asked.

Vitalone bristled; he knew what people thought of Angelo.  Angelo was different, he wasn’t like everyone else, and they were afraid.  These foolish Neapolitans were afraid and superstitious; they were peasants.  “Why?”

Testa shrugged and walked on.  Both men knew why he asked about Angelo. Vitalone’s feelings were valid, the people were uneasy about Angelo.  He was an adult now, a large man, with the mind of a five year-old.  He was different, and the neighbors were vigilant and mistrustful. 

Mr. Vitalone turned and walked back into the house, he called for Angelo.  When Angelo didn’t come he checked his bedroom, then he looked in the backyard.  Angelo wasn’t there.  Angelo sometimes walked out of the yard but he would never go far. Although he may have followed some children, his father thought.

 Mr. Vitalone went out to look for Angelo.  He was hesitant to call Angelo’s name, the coincidence with the little girl missing might cause a panic.  If the people panic and find Angelo, God knows what they might do.  It was getting dark and Angelo would be scared.  He could never find his way home in the dark.  Mr. Vitalone was not predisposed to panic, as he possessed a stoicism that did not lend itself to such excess of emotion.  But there was a strange tightness in his stomach, and his breathing revealed a slight nervous tremble as he searched the darkened backyards and empty lots.  

After a while a dim streetlight revealed a shadowy figure moving toward him.  He recognized the wide, unsteady gait as Angelo’s.  He heard him crying.  The trembling in his throat eased, and Mr. Vitalone rushed to meet his son. 

Suddenly Vitalone was startled as a small figure emerged from the shadows behind Angelo.  “Angelo was lost, I helped him.”  A little voice said.

Mr. Vitalone picked Annie up and kissed her forehead.  He held her for a moment with closed eyes.  Mr. Vitalone and Annie brought Angelo home then proceeded to the Testa home.  The Testa family was spent from their ordeal; panic had given way to despair.  But with Annie home safe they broke into tears, and with embraces and toasts of anisette they heralded Mr. Vitalone as their hero.

“No,” Mr. Vitalone confessed, “I think Annie is the hero.”

Annie was admonished for leaving the yard that night, though not too severely.   It was never revealed why she was wandering those backyards and empty lots that hot summer night.  But from then on Vitalone and Testa formed a new, though delicate, respect for each other.


Thursday, May 31, 2012

My Life Story

I was born two days ago, with a headache, at Highland Hospital.   The doctor came in and asked me whom I was.  I told him I didn’t know, I was just born.  My first day was exciting; people kept coming and going all day.  Everyone asked me questions.  But I didn’t know anything after all; I was only a day old.  The one question everyone wanted to know was who am I.  I told them I didn’t know.  One person said I had amnesia.  I said no, just corn flakes and orange juice. 

So my life went on into the early afternoon.  There was a nice man in the next bed that coughed a lot.  We got along great and after a while I could cough just like him.  I’ll never forget that time we went for a walk; it was one of the highlights of my life.  The nurse said I was a good walker even with the needle in the back of my hand and all those tubes.  I had to push a stand with an upside down bottle along.  That’s the way people are born, with needles in their hand.  We walked all the way down the hall and looked out the big window at the traffic.  I’ll never forget those days as long as I live.  People kept asking me where I was from, I told them I was born in room 436.

Back in those days we watched television at night.  There was a big room with two big couches and a bunch of chairs.  A lot of people had their own wheel chairs.  We watched Jeopardy and everyone in the room had a different answer for each question, those were crazy days.   The hospital served refreshments; cider, coffee, tea, and cookies.  I asked if they had any amnesia because someone had suggested it that morning.  When it was time for bed everyone went to sleep except me.  The nurse said I had to stay awake a while because of a head injury.  So I waited for the head injury but it never came.  Oh to be young again.

The next morning I woke up and the needle was gone.  I guess it’s all part of growing up.  More people came to visit me.  Everyone wanted to know who I was.  I thought they would know who I was, and they thought I would know.  I wonder if all births are so confusing.  That same man said he thought I might have amnesia again, but they brought pancakes and grapefruit.  They must have quite a menu there.

My friend next to me stopped coughing.  He just lay there with his mouth wide open and didn’t move.  Bunches of people rushed in and were running all around him yelling.   He must have done something wrong.  They covered his head and wheeled him out of the room.  I made sure I did as I was told after that. 

A lady came to visit me and said she had found a home for me to live in.  That made sense, I was getting older and I couldn’t stay in the same room where I was born forever.  I was almost two days old and it was time to leave the nest.  The lady asked me what name she should use.  I said why don’t you use the one on your nametag?  She suggested I had amnesia also, but they brought apple juice.

Well, that was yesterday and now I live in this nice house with seven other men.  We sit in the living room and watch Jeopardy.  It’s easier now with only eight answers for every question.  People keep suggesting I have amnesia but I say no thanks just coffee.  I don’t think I’ll ever forget where I was born and those early childhood days at Highland Hospital.  Oh to be young again.